I wish this blog was more alive. But I’m currently busy with my final year. Will update once I find time.

3rd week

So it’s officially 3rd week of school. I’m currently doing a 10 weeks project. So which means there’s only 7 weeks left for me to complete the project. BUT! problem is, up till now, I’m still very lost at my direction. I seriously think that I suck at the things I’m doing now. And I feel really lousy about myself. Is like I can’t think good things.

Am I encouraging people to be homeless by giving them a place to stay comfortably only if they do good things for the environment?

How do I help the homeless to get back into society with a product?

I think I’m really not a good designer.

STRESS AND TIRED! I feel like giving up. :'{

“holidays” workload

You know, I should be happy that I was given more time to complete my assignments. But it’s really dragging me to hell. It’s like torturing me longer and longer. It’s holiday, the time where students finished the school’s semester and have a great well deserved holidays. I know I shouldn’t be complaining but I just can’t help it.

1) STUDIO deadline 17th feb [2 prototype model, journal, 2 presentation board, ppt slides] ALL NOT DONE

2) UCID deadline 18th feb [till now have no idea what to do at all, screwed]

3) RHINO deadline 21st feb [remodel everything, 2 presentation board]

4) PUS deadline 22nd feb [3D modeling and ?????]

This amount of work to finish in just a few days time? I think it’s possible if I don’t have to think that much and just do it. But ideas this kind of thing, when you don’t get it, you have to do until you get it. Omg, I seriously don’t even know what I’m blabbering about already. Just so stress out. Pimples popping out like free.

p.s/ I’m stressing this again to anyone who is taking O level and choosing a diploma course, if you are rich (buying materials, printing stuff and more) and wants to be a stressed out zombie, feel free to enter any design course.

IT’S HOLIDAY ALREADY!! *YA RIGHT!*

First thing first, I actually want to blog about CNY. But I’m too lazy because there’s too much photos and also not in the mood due to the HUGE amount of assignments deadline.

Secondly, it’s school holiday already. I should be happy right? But no! There are still many assignment needs to be submitted. And there is still portfolio to do. The holiday really only starts on 24 FEB. Seriously can’t wait to wash my hands off all the assignment. ARGH!

Lastly, 20 more day to bangkok trip. I just can’t wait! You have no idea how excited I am. But of course, I’m also afraid of some mood spoiler although I don’t know who/what it is but I can sense it’s gonna happen.

NIGHT EVERYBODY! Will update soon again! 😀

Only design student will understand. LOL

YES! It always does! damn it embarrassing. LOL

If this is real, I think will seriously have an heart attack on taking this ride.

I would love to have a house in the middle of no where. This is just heaven

pretty dress

HOT HOT HOT! I literally melt. MELT~~! Life will be good with him. HAHA

HAHAH! I love him! funnnnnyy

cool shit

awhh ❤

how lucky is he?

hahaha.. oh wells..

fucking-hot-sexy-omg!!!!

pretty please

karma exist

Sunday, Jan 30 2011

It has been raining for the whole day. To be exact, from yesterday night onwards, it has been raining non stop. The weather is so cold. I can’t help but feel negative during this kind of weather. I know it makes no sense but I just kinda felt this way.

The fact that I have so many assignments to be done, and so little time, just makes me feel really scared. Plus I still have to built 2 models which I have not even started yet. By today, I shall finalize my idea and start making the model before time runs out. Honestly, I don’t feel excited about chinese new year at all. I mean all the work load just take away every single bit of excitement that is left for chinese new year. I hate everything right now.

ADIYOS

Story of my life, most of the times I did that

 

WASSUP PEOPO

HELLO EVERYONE!! OMG! I miss blogging okayyyy…. School has been REALLLY busy and hectic. I have 4 fruit bowl design to hand up tomorrow and I only done one. Anywayyys.. there are like so many things to update (all the outing photos and stuff) but I hardly can squeeze out anytime.

You see, there is only 7 days per week. But I have 8 modules every week. And! one assignment for each module every week. Then every morning, I start class at 9am and end class almost 4/5pm everyday. Then I take 1 hour to get home. It will be around 6 plus. Then I will use the remaining time to do my assignment. think think think…….. TELL ME HOW DO I GET A LIFE?!

I’m pretty sure I will make bloody full use of the holiday period which is in 5 weeks time. YES I’M COUNTING! HAHAS! I know it’s a little to the extreme but YES I AM! 🙂

okay, a lil photos time

This just looks extremely comfy!!!

I will die for this scenery, like for real

OMG SO CUTEEEE!! ❤❤❤

sex and the city is an awesome show, love carrie!

This is just sick, in a good way though

HAHHAS!! OH GAWD! But awesome method!!!!! HAHAHHAHAS! FUCK!

awhh.. isn't that sweet?

oh wait! nonono sweet no more. HAHAHAHS!

she's beautiful..... 90210 FTW!

HAHAS! I swear I saw a human with this face before. OH MY GOD!! HAHAHHS!

HAHAHAHHAHS! WTFFFF??!!

YES YES YES!!!

yeah, it got me too

well, you've gotta, you gotta

K bye

OMG I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG!!!!

This is just a quick haul! It’s only the third week of school and I have been rushing to meet many assignments deadline. My rhino is in a stuck mood now, so I have just a tinny winny time here to write a little bit. I’ll update soon!! FRIDAY IS DEEPAVALI! HOLIDAY!!

p.s: I’m deprive from sleep and social life. School is really hard!! 😦

9 more days to holiday, I’m going through serious hell now. Bye. ⚆⚇

Give me strength

I need to clear my head and my mind. I need to put everything down and give myself a break. I almost went mute after 2 days without sleep. I have no strength to even speak up. My eye bags are getting bigger and I think I’m going to faint any minute.

Things are so tough I doubt my ability. Even after a whole night of work, it’s still not good enough. What am I suppose to do? I feel so lost now. Plus not only school work is bothering me. There are so many other things too. And some people will just do anything to make your day worst or better. But I know at this point of time, to help myself, the best way is to think positively. If not, nothing is ever going to be better. DESIGN IS REALLY TOUGH!!!

I’m feeling cranky now. I need sleep. Bye for now.